just some random thoughts on my leaving of the company... as stella might have kindly put, i see this as the final outlet of the negative feelings. it may be letting steam, but it may also escalate the negative feelings further upon more elaboration. but well, at least i'm doing something.
tmr is my last day of work. no one mentioned anything at work, whether is there any farewell party etc. well. not really feeling too good about it at all. feel really unappreciated. but then all the more made me confirm that my decision is correct. my decision to move on is right. and all the more make it easier for me to leave the collegues i've known here. not that they're very good or wat. but feelings do develop over this past 2 years.
its really a mixture of feeling for the past few days.
thought that salsa class would brighten up, it did, but eventually its slightly dampened. i realised that in order to dance well, its really essential to be able to dance! natural dancers. no matter how much effort i put in, it'll still be the same. what a way to end my week right? sigh. friday have another lesson. really don't wanna end my work, my week, my dance class like that.
need to do some shopping therapy. soon!!!
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